This week has been a trying one for me. I have only just started working on projects that will bring in money yesterday, having used the first half of the week doing marketing, hunting for work and attempting an editing test for a position I was applying for. When every word I write is either for pay – or it is not – the choices I make become a lesson in prioritizing. Often, the non-paying words take a back seat to the paying words. But, sometimes you need to take the hit for the good of future leads.
I have received a few leads on my marketing efforts. However, none of them have produced a contract – yet. So, yesterday and today I’m trying to make up for lost time. Bills are coming due, and I’m getting a sense of desperation in my demeanor. The house needs cleaning and the dogs need bathing. I have a boyfriend who wants attention. This relationship is new, so I don’t want to ignore him. However, I need to work. So, he knows that by coming over he may have to fend for himself while I work to meet a deadline. We had such a discussion last night, and although he gets a little frustrated that I have to work so much, he understands that a) it’s necessary and b) it’s not permanent. His support has been wonderful.
For other freelance writers starting out who may be facing the same “work or market” question, keep in mind it’s like the “chicken or egg” issue. You can’t market yourself unless you’ve done some work; but you can’t work unless you market yourself.
A nice brain-tweaker for a Friday, eh?
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